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Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Say....

Say - John Mayer

Take all of your wasted honor every little past frustration. Take all of your so-called problems, better put 'em in quotations. Say what you need to say
....Say what you need to say.... Walking like a one man army fighting with the shadows in your head. Living out the same old moment knowing you'd be better off instead, if you could only . . .Say what you need to say ....Say what you need to say.... Have no fear for giving in have no fear for giving over. You'd better know that in the end its better to say too much, then never say what you need to say again. Even if your hands are shaking and your faith is broken, even as the eyes are closing do it with a heart wide open. Say what you need to say ....Say what you need to say.... 


I had (am actually having!) a convo with one of the most awesome women I've had the pleasure of knowing right now, a coworker, and I can safely say a friend, and I mentioned that I feel like sometimes I hold back in my blog, and I don't know why. Maybe it's because of who I know will read this, but I guess at the same time, that shouldn't matter. I should be able to say what I want here, and to those in my life, about my life.

Last night, after cardio, I sat in front of the computer with 5 tabs open after doing a Google search of "how to forgive".  I didn't get so far with that. But I made me wonder... I've always thought that in the past I've been able to forgive and move on. Have I really? Did I just sweep things away? Or did I forgive - and right now, I am just not ready to? (I don't really like that answer!!)

So that brings me to my next question/thought... how do you know if someone is here for a reason, a season or a lifetime? Again, I thought I knew how to answer that for most people in my life, but it seems lately I might be wrong. Maybe I'm having trouble admitting someone I thought might be in it for the lifetime... was really in it for a reason or a season, and I'm not willing to accept that. Maybe the leaves are just changing color on our season, and we need to make it through a few more before it's a lifetime? (I seem to be full of questions that I can't answer lately!)

Take all of your wasted honor every little past frustration. Take all of your so-called problems, better put 'em in quotations. Say what you need to say

1 comment:

  1. Say what you need to say ....Say what you need to say....

    Where have I heard this before... Open up let it out, you will feel better :)

    Love you!

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