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Monday, August 9, 2010

My Wish - Rascall Flatts

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow, and each road leads you where you want to go, and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile. But more than anything, more than anything, my wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, you never need to carry more than you can hold. And while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too. Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but ya never forget, all the ones who love you, in the place you left. I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, and you help somebody every chance you get. Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake, and you always give more than you take.


Somewhere along the way, I guess I forgave. Maybe I always had? I don't know but it's a very peaceful feeling right now. I don't hate him, I don't at all love him, and I just want to forget him. There used to be a time that I couldn't remember life without him, now I can't remember life with him again. I'm ok with that. I hope he's ok, successful and happy. But that's all. I know that feeling isn't mutual and that's ok too. It just proves we weren't meant to be forever, we were just meant to be for a reason.
I took today off to attend my friends' wedding. We all went to high school together, but 2 lives separated after high school met up 2 years ago. They now have a baby, a blended family and today, got married. It makes me believe that if things are truly mean to be, they will be. We can't force fate's hand, she's got her own agenda. This was a quickly planned wedding, low-key, parents only (ok and me, but I was the kid herder). Somewhere along the way I decided my non-traditional, non-girly friend WOULD be wearing something old , new, borrowed, and blue. We got them all covered. Her something borrowed ... was the necklace I planned on wearing at MY wedding. I wasn't sure how I would feel about that today, but all I know is that it looked perfect with her dress and it's no longer my "wedding necklace".
There's still a lot of things on my mind, but they are less and less of a stress. In the meantime, I'm sure I'll find plenty of things to blog about.
Now... since I have the day off... a nap, then the gym. I'm starting to love my hard workouts. I might not be able to move later tonight, but the new outcome is one I'm willing to deal with. I need to research running training too. There's a track at a school across from my condo that I plan on doing most of my training on in the coming months, but I need to find something that works for me. It's looking like my first 5k will be in Vermont for Thanksgiving. Looking for a Turkey Trot, but that's the plan now. It will be nice to have family and friends there for my 1st run.

Admittedly I cringe a bit when I think about being a runner. Me, a runner? I don't think it will be a new synonym for me - this is more of a goal than anything - but who knows. I saw a car in front of me with the "Runner Girl" sticker on it and thought "hmmmm, maybe after the 1st 5k ... I'll get one of those". So... we'll see.

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow, and each road leads you where you want to go, and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. - thank you for the memories, the good and the bad. You've helped me become stronger even in the worst hours.

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